Feeling yucky...

Saturday night scared me. I still feel yucky and not myself. I contacted three of my doctors today, and not one got back to me. No news on the new job... which is probably a good thing after the ER visit on Saturday night. I hope they are just deciding and checking my references. I can't concentrate and everything is overwhelming to me today. I have lots to do, yet nothing is getting done. Tired and grumpy... Feeling like I have to make some decisions whether it is still safe for me to live alone when I am going to have medical emergencies like this one. Ugghh. Too much to think about.. good night...