Not going to Cleveland.

After yesterday, I decided to write the school district near Cleveland and tell them that I couldn't afford to come because of the cost. They are going to do a phone interview instead. Maybe it will work out, in that they were willing to consider a "real life" problem. Who knows.

Still discouraged from yesterday. I can't change my past or my lack of opportunities that others have. I've made good choices most of my life and that's all I can do.

I have had a headache all day. I probably had a bad night with the sleep apnea, and maybe the heart arrythmia. Since I still don't have the oximeter with alarms, I am unmonitored at night. I got an apology from my doctor's office today for delaying it 10 days in their office by not sending the prior authorization back to Apria, which may cause another month's delay with Medicaid. It's totally frustrating. Yeah, we have the greatest health care in the world, don't you know? Not, when someone like me can't get a needed piece of medical equipment to save my life in 5 months now because of insurance, Medicaid, home health care companies, and doctors juggling whose responsibility it is. So tired of the struggle,

Laurie